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LYRICS
he keeps a picture of me in his wallet
there’s a word for how i feel, but i don’t know what to call it
and there’s gotta be a stronger word than love
but i guess i'll have to use it when push comes to shove
how do i know if i have really found the one?
i used to think that they were lying until this thing begun
and i’m the first thing that he sees when he wakes up
and i don’t care how much of my time he takes up
i'm captivated;
i'm all the words that mean that i'm in love, you name it
i always thought that once i found it, i would hate it
i've never felt like this before, it’s all brand new
i'd never felt real love before ‘til i met you
he keeps the secrets from me in his pocket
and there’s something i should say, but i'm not ready to call it
and i’m thinking that i'm not the only one
how could i have been so blind to it;
how could i have been so dumb?
how can you tell if your time with him is done?
i used to think my mom was kidding when she said we should break up
and i've got a few more reasons than “just because”
i don’t think you ever knew what you want
i'm devastated;
i'm ugly crying on the floor, and man, i hate it
i didn’t realize this was something you could trade in
i've never felt like this before, it’s all brand new
i'd never grieved the way i did when i left you
he let me gasp for air in the trenches
he watched me play the game for us while he warmed the benches
and there’s nothing i am better at than getting my revenge
but i’ll just let him stay up, wondering what i meant
by all the signals in the songs he won’t get
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LYRICS
i can’t wait to see the snow
for the first time since i was eighteen years old and
i can’t wait to walk with you and
sneak in glances while you steal some too
it’ll be so cold, it’ll get so dark
we’ll take the bus downtown
and take walks in the park
the air will taste so sweet
and you will look at me
and i’ll know that i got everything i want this year
everything i want
everything i want this year
is everything i’ve got right here
turn the clocks back, take a quick nap
when you guys land, make sure to call me back
we’re both so busy
you say you miss me
but sooner than you think
i might let you kiss me
and i don’t know what it would feel like
under a mistletoe, will there be christmas lights
romantic comedy starring you and me
but i know that i got everything i want this year
everything i want
everything i want this year
is everything i’ve got right here
there’s a lot there that i don’t have here at home
and the biggest one is you
promise me you’ll stay
after the holidays
wanna hangout today
and every single day
just thinking, soon you won’t
you won’t be so far
you’ll be at my door;
this is my favorite part
the air will taste so sweet
and you will smile at me
and i’ll know that i got exactly what i want this year
everything i want
what i want for every year
is everything i’ve got right here
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1. interstate
LYRICS
i saw the end from the beginning
i held you closer than i should
could always tell the clock was ticking
and you’re saying things i knew you would
“sticks and stones” was just something they made up
to make them feel better about what people say
‘cause you could break my bones, and i'd just get sewn up
but if you said you never loved me, i don’t think i’d be okay
[chorus]
sometimes i wonder how i’ll go
get old, forget everybody’s names
crash my car on the interstate
i don’t think that i would like to know
but i've got a real good feeling
you’re gonna be the thing that kills me
the lines are blurred, so are the signs
i can’t make out what they’re meant to say
and if i could, i would give up all of my time
if it meant a moment longer you would stay
wash up on the shore, are you getting bored
i’m sorry if i’ve used up all of the tricks that i know
and i’ve been hurt before, and i'm not so sure
if you want anything from me
i don’t know what else to say
[chorus]
on the shore
are you getting bored
i’ve been hurt before
and i’m not so sure
we’ll call it an either/or
we’re not keeping score
signs that i've ignored
well, i can’t see them anymore
i’m sleeping in
dream of you and then
slowly losing my mind again
we’re walking on a line
on even thinner ice
we test the limits every time
and we both know it’s the perfect crime
and you’re my right-hand man
i let you make the plans
no, i won’t ask again
no, i won’t ask again
[chorus]
2. for what it's worth
LYRICS
this car has never moved slower
i saw right through the water
i am my mother’s daughter, this I know
i’m more than what you made me
this hurt will be temporary
it’s just all of my love with nowhere to go
and all of my grieving
is all of my love looking for a home
and you took me in
just for a moment, then you let me go
for what it’s worth, i think you were worth it all
i know i will feel better
my heart will change with the weather
but i’m not a go-getter, we all know
i’m in fetal position, clutching my knees
i’m staring so hard up at the ceiling
i might go blind
and all my believing
drives me down a road that never meets an end
and now i am bleeding
i don’t think i can wear this dress anymore
for what it’s worth, i think you were worth it all
i’ll give you what you need
and if that’s time away from me
i’ll let you have it
i’ll let you have it
i’ll give you what you want
and if it means that you’ll be gone
i’ll let you have it
i’ll let you have it
and i’ll be sad, but
you can have anything you want
3. drawing lines
LYRICS
if i hadn’t blown a fuse
and if your team didn’t lose
if i could only pick and choose
which battles i could do
if i'd never fought with you
would you still think how you do
i’ve never felt something more true
than wishing i could follow through
[chorus]
because i miss you a lot more than i am mad
i spend my time drawing lines down in the sand
said you loved me before we even began
but now i think i do
way more than i can
if i hadn’t made a fuss
would there be anything to discuss
sick feeling in my gut
hits me like a truck
could we have gone about it different
or either way, would it have happened
if you want, call me old-fashioned
just something about being romantic
[chorus]
now i think i do
way more than i can
4. eyesight
LYRICS
nowhere to hide in plain sight
no plane flights
one big fight
no goodnight don’t mean goodbye
trailing behind out of spite
try to ignite maybe some kind of anger in me tonight
i just can’t hate you, it’s too late
you’re everywhere
i won’t be the one who makes you feel like a man
only you can
i can’t define the fine line
where you and i had our names signed
perfect eyesight won’t save you tonight
calls are declined and i’ll cry
for the ninth time ‘til the sunrise
sharpen your knife, make sure your aim’s right
i won’t escape you, i’m too late
you’re everywhere
and i can’t make you want me again
love me again
for the first time, i needed something more than i needed to breathe
for the first time, i fell in love with a boy who actually saw me
he broke down my walls
he changed the game
i let down my guard
now nothing’s the same
it won’t be the same
nowhere to hide in plain sight
no plane flights
one big fight
no goodnight don’t mean goodbye
5. you should know by now
LYRICS
you should know by now
it’s hard for me to ignore you
it’s hard to believe but I’ve tried to
you should know by now
i wouldn’t just hear that and pretend i didn’t
you couldn’t just say that but of course you did and
here is my reply
i also wish there was a way
a way to relight the fire
or a better time for us to try
you should know by now
you’re my best friend and i wouldn’t change it
not the time, not the place, i won’t blame it
you should know by now
i wouldn’t just hear that and let myself go
about my day without putting on a show
so here’s what i have to say
‘cause there’s always something, isn’t there
won’t run out, can’t keep ‘em away
and you’re wrong about me being okay
if you wonder if you’re on my mind
the short answer’s you're there all the time
Taking up space that should be mine
but i’m not complaining, waiting for a sign
that you should leave, but currently
i'm not getting anything that’s telling me
that i can’t mourn you
you should know by now
that i love you in more ways than one
and you’re one stubborn son of a gun
‘cause you’re still here after it’s all said and done
but i’m glad you’re around
i’m glad you’re here now
i’m glad you’re here now
hmm
6. love me more
LYRICS
i’ve never felt so numb
i’ve never felt so much
you are everywhere for me
i find pieces of you in everything
tried to be nonchalant
tried different personalities on
none of them fit right if they’re not with you
and you know if i could i would give you the moon
if it meant that you’d love me again
or at least a bit more than you did
if it meant that you’d try a lot harder this time around
if it meant that you’d prove it to me
all the love that went left unseen
if it meant that tomorrow, i’d find you there at my door
if it meant that one day you’d wake up and you’d love me more
had to put all your pictures away
and the letters, the gifts, and guitar picks
all locked up somewhere safe
i’ll refrain from saying your name
and listening to our favorite song
you know the one where you found the mistake
and i don’t know if i ever can
listen to that song ever again
or any of the ones that we loved, because i just can’t
seem to get myself off of the floor
and i shouldn’t even feel the need to keep score
but it’s like you just let happen, let me break like before
i just wish that i didn’t have to ask you to love me more
i’ve been broken before, but never like this
you didn’t do anything, but that’s just the problem isn’t it
thinking and wondering if i should’ve done something different
but as tragic as everything ended, i don’t wanna change it
‘cause baby, this mess is ours and we both made it
and even though you can’t give me the sun
i think i’ll always wish that you were the one
‘cause i know you and you never lied, not even once
when you’d tell me that you loved me so
i still believe you, deep down in my soul
but the world keeps on moving, it’s something that we can’t control
but i know there’s a world somewhere out there where you love me more
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LYRICS
your wordless smile, laughing like a child
you know i’d go the miles just to hold your face in my own hands
you’re a refrain, on repeat inside my brain
every hour of every day
i understand now when they say
that absence makes the heart grow fonder
but distance does the trick just as well
you’ve made a fool out of my parents’ daughter
every word you say is a secret she won’t tell
you understand, don’t ask for much, you don’t demand
you know i never planned on memorizing you
you’re a soft summer rain
the left side to my right brain
i don’t know how, but you always seem to know the perfect thing to say
with you, it’s like my soul has a mirror
by that, i mean you might be my twin flame
if i had one wish, i’d want you to be nearer
since i don’t, i’m willing to play the waiting game
my whole life, i’ve been standing idly by
just looking out and waiting for someone like you
now you’re here and i just wanna hang out all the time
i’m never worried you might leave, like others do
can you make me just one simple promise
no matter how life goes, you’ll always stay
i think you and i were meant to be, if i’m honest
i just don’t know what parts we’re supposed to play
sing me a song, one i’ll remember all night long
and make me think of you every single time
your company’s all i want, in any form that it takes on
oh, i don’t mind, as long as you are right beside
i’ll crash on the couch, you’ll play your music way too loud
we’ll fall asleep in the same clothes we wore all day
i’m sick in the head, but you say i’m pretty instead
somehow i haven’t managed to scare you away
i’ll care for you forever, that’s implied
and i think i know your heart better than mine
sometimes i’ll remember, but i think we’re doing fine
if we wait this out, i know we’ll be alright
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LYRICS
i have so much of me to give
laying on my floor like i did
when i was seventeen
i crawl into the sheets
watching white lines on the road
try to keep from crying
i hate the in-between
of real life and reverie
i miss you, for you
but i’m not sure that's how you feel, too
i wanted you, and you wanted anyone
anyone at all
and i happened to be there
in my head, you were everywhere
i liked the company
laid out in front of me
when midnight passed, that’s when i knew
you couldn’t love me like i loved you
i knew i’d lose again
and lose my only friend
i think of you in intervals
your name still comes up at the dinner table
i wanted everything, and you wanted to pick and choose
pick and choose the parts that worked for you
and i swore i would fix you
and you promised you’d try
but i didn’t get to
because we ran out of time
and i swore we would make it
but you were unsure
you never planned to break it
you said it just wouldn’t work
i loved you, i know you heard me say
and you loved me too, but in a different way
you held me near, then held me out at arm’s length
said you don’t love me, at least not that way
don’t say you do if you’re not gonna stay
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